Tuesday, August 15, 2023

Chaos, Calm and Compassion

 

A sermon preached at Holy Evangelists Goolwa 

and St Jude’s Port Elliot 13 August 2023

 

Chaos, Calm Compassion

When safely on shore it can be energising to experience the storms and squalls of the ocean. Our Horseshoe Bay reminds us of ships sunk and lives lost in storms. In our Gospel experienced fishers and boat handlers are caught in a life- threatening storm. Elijah faces fire and earthquake. This rings true for us as Australians. We may also face the storms of illness, family breakdown or bereavement.

Amid chaos when our lives seem precarious, we may become fearful, swamped by emotions, reactive not responsive. Peter is impulsive, impatient, easily influenced, driven often by fear or misplaced love. Elijah is fleeing in fear.

In the Gospel Jesus remains at prayer. John Macquarie, who was on of the great Anglican theologians of the 20th century defined prayer as ‘slow thinking’. I imagine Jesus practicing a form of mindfulness, practicing calm as well as using reason and reflection to think and plan for the next step of his ministry. In prayer our feelings dialogue often with our thinking, sometimes moving into contemplation. Jesus considers and chooses with the view from above.  Problems often require we step up a logical level to see the wider view before we respond. Jesus in the Gospel is pictured as always able to find what is significant in every situation.

We too require calm and the practice of prayer as ‘slow thinking’ with others and alone can open the imagination and our creative reasoning to respond with compassion.

Compassion is beyond empathy. Empathy is natural for us and indeed often we are told to be more empathetic. Paul Bloom in his book ‘Against Empathy’ says that we often define empathy as imagining we feel what is it is like to be the other person. This he says has some use but often leads to poor choices with unforeseen consequences. Another way of defining empathy is as social cognition, understanding another person and what makes them tick. However, if you have ever been bullied you will known that in toxic workplaces or relationships power arises from finely tuned social cognition.

Jesus is often portrayed as compassionate and the Holy One is often described in the Hebrew Scriptures as being full of compassion. We notice that in this story Jesus seems to act rationally, calming both the fears of those in peril and then bringing calm to the chaos. In the cave Elijah hears the Word in the still small voice of silence causing him to take another path. Compassion is a reason-based response that considers the consequences.

Life can bring chaos but by practicing ways to be calm and making decisions that bring the best consequences may leads us to live with compassion and care. Reason is God’s gift to humanity and we can learn alone and with others to reason well and make choices with the consequences in mind.

Bishop Kallistos on silence

'Reaching out towards the eternal truth that lies beyond all human words and thoughts the seeker begins to wait on God in quietness and in silence, no longer talking about or to God but simply listening'

The Orthodox Way p 121

Sunday, August 6, 2023

I like it slow, a Transfiguration sermon

 

Transfiguration - A sermon preached at St Augustine’s

Victor Harbor 6 August 2023

 

Leonard Cohen sang, ‘I’m slowing down the tune’ adding ‘I want to get there last’ (Album: Popular Problems)

The singer songwriter who died in 2016 was an observant Jew all his life, yet stepped away from the fast lane living a Zen monastery on a mountain in California before returning to tour the world. His songs are threaded with Biblical imagery including references to Jesus and the Gospels.

Today our Gospel takes us into a Biblical landscape and into the heart of an experience of the presence of God in the Transfiguration Gospel.

When I prepare sermons, I practice ‘lectio’ an ancient way of ‘slowing down the tune.’  This is a slow and meditative reading of the text including reading it aloud as Scripture is written to be listened to and prayed through.

The image that came to me was of the three professional fishers climbing the mountain. I imagined their slow climb and saw them in my mind, looking back regretfully at the glittering lake in the distance. From the rocking planks of a fishing boat to sharp stones of the goat track, the arid windswept mountain their muscles aching, sweat dripping into their eyes. This I imagined. was a slow climb and it was made by James and John, known for their anger as the ‘sons of thunder’ and the impulsive Peter who six says earlier had recognised Jesus as the Messiah.

This small ‘church’ is being taken from the familiar to the unfamiliar and what they experience there on the mountain will only begin to add up after the shattering events of Pentecost, the resurrection, and the death of Jesus on the cross. Here there are three figures like the three crosses, the disciples watch and pray as they would do later in the garden of Gethsemane. Yet here there is no sense of the absence of God. At the cross some though Jesus was calling on Elijah, and Jesus himself felt his alienation and estrangement from his Father. Here the silence of absence is replaced by the voice. Peter on that exposed rocky mountain offers to make three shelters. I see this as an invitation to take this experience within the shelter of one’s life.

Later after a dialogue they will return to a scene of chaos and loss which Jesus brings healing and peace. This may only be cast out by fasting and prayer, forms of slowing, listening, the practice of attentiveness and seeking guidance.

In our prayer we are taken from the world of the familiar to the strange and that holds true if we pray alone or with others, we are never spiritually alone.  In worship we slow down to walk with Jesus. We are called to ‘be’ not to ‘do.’ When we slow down, we notice signs of grace and invitations to where we are called in faith to be.

In the letter of James, the brother of Jesus, we are instructed to be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to anger (1:19) The Old Testament makes many references to a God who is slow to anger, compassionate, forgiving abounding in love (Numbers 14:18). Those who are people of the way respond and not react.  Disciples listen quickly and are not seized by a hurried emotional response.

James, John, and Peter were like many of us impatient, impulsive people in a hurry. I see myself in them being busy and always knowing the answer. Jesus in slowing down the tune made it possible for them to learn the rhythms of his Kingdom. I can learn this to in my own life by slowing down the tune. Like Peter, James and John I am called to serve a God slow to anger, full of compassion, forgiveness, love, and mercy, called into the grace of Beatitude not of battle.

Jesus’ commitment to contemplation, the slow unhurried practice of being in the Presence meant that he was able to respond quickly and appropriately when the need arose. Jesus saw deeply into the root of the problem bringing a healing word or action.

‘I’m slowing down the tune, I never liked it fast, you want to get there soon, I want to get there last’ wrote Leonard Cohen.

Let us slow the tune in our life with God, quick to listen, slow to speak, slow to react ready to respond as servants. Let us slowly climb trusting he is close by in the unfamiliar where we must trust and be led by the Holy Spirit.

After all we too want to get there last for, after all, Jesus promised, ‘the first will be last and the last will be first’ (Matthew 20:16)

 

Sunday, July 30, 2023

Treasury of Blessings. A sermon given at St Augustines Victor Harbor on 30 August 2023.

 



‘Treasury of Blessings and Giver of Life’ 

Silence can become golden and a pathway to experience the Living Christ.




Today many of us live with noise. Noise, high levels of unwanted sound affect the health of many people.  Noise pollution is a hazard and not only for humans. Our ocean marine life is impacted by the sounds of ship engines and drilling for oil.  Some churches blast their congregations with music at a level which over time will result in impaired hearing!

Yet at the same time many live with an unwanted silence. The aching silence of loneliness and loss, the frozen silence from a broken relationship or simply being ignored. The silence of being silenced or the sheer indifference of others.  This unwanted silence often brings a cacophony inside one’s head, the noise of unwanted thoughts and feelings.




When I offered mindfulness at the Hutt Street Centre for those experiencing homelessness I heard about terror, trauma, tragedy, and the tug of addiction. In those sessions we learnt to turn down the noise inside with some brief mindfulness exercises.  These supported us to make better choices, be less reactive, cope with hitherto stressful situations such as an encounter at Centrelink.  We came together as a community of mindful practice sharing our stories and encouraging each other. It was for me a memory I will never forget.

‘The still small voice of calm’ drew me to Buddhism in my teenage years which were full of anxiety, anger, and anguish. I saw a television program about a small group of Buddhist monks who had come to live in a small English village not far from my own. There was a quality of peaceful joy in these people that drew my curiosity. I visited my local library, borrowed books, decided to follow the Buddhist noble eightfold path, and started to meditate. I found it very difficult but persevered. This led however to more and more questions about the meaning of life.

One evening something happened that is beyond explanation but none the less became a turning point for me. I felt a Presence enter the room which I knew was God the Trinity. I had already begun to read the Gospels. My heart became filled with a peace beyond understanding, ‘the silence of eternity, interpreted by love’ and I surrendered to Christ but also heard God calling me to serve in ordained ministry and to make God the centre of my whole life. Seek and you will find yet without the silence of Buddhism the loving and transforming silence of the Living Christ in the cross and resurrection of Jesus may well have been missed.

I felt in that experience beyond all words love flowing through me and although this feeling faded over the next few weeks life had changed. I had discovered the treasure, the gift of a life guiding wisdom. Moreover, I made new friends who were Christians and a new priest arrived at our village church who became a wise mentor and guide. ‘the gracious calling of the Lord, let us like them without a word rise up and follow thee’   

My story is in no sense unique. From a whole series of conversations with people and from my own research I know that spiritual experiences are very common, often at times of crisis or illness when people meet the Presence of Love or see Light shining the path ahead reassuring them they are not alone.

Silence can indeed be golden and as the mystics say, ‘silence is God’s first language and the language of heaven (Revelation 8.1). Silence is not the absence of sound but a sense of balance, peacefulness, equilibrium, even in the storms of life.

I have found silence down the years in using a simple prayer, ‘Lord Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God have mercy on me a sinner.’ It the prayer of Bartimaeus, the Jesus Prayer of the Orthodox Church is for me the pearl of great price. One of my teachers, the late Bishop Kallistos writes ‘The Jesus Prayer is not just a hypnotic incantation, but a meaningful phrase, an invocation addressed to another Person. Its object is not relaxation but alertness, not waking slumber but living prayer’ (page 122 The Orthodox Way).

Former Archbishop of Canterbury Rowan Williams who daily like many others meditates with the Jesus Prayer asked a group of clergy: ‘What keeps you human, what are the things that remind you that you are profoundly special, and not special at all in another sense?’  He reminded his hearers that to hear God speaking to us as individuals and as community we need the golden silence which comes from stillness and self-awareness, learning to listen, turning down the noise inside even for a few minutes here and there.

Buddhist meditation, attention to the breath and body made space in my life to experience the true and living God. I have gone on to teach meditation for 20 years (without the Buddhism) seeking to be a scribe of heaven bringing from the treasure things old and new.  The success of meditation I say to students is not feeling good on the cushion but it is in an improved ability to be present to your work, to your partner to your body to your life, in mind full ways. Silence is golden when it trains us in listening more and responding at the right time. For the author of the hymn ‘Dear Lord and Father of Mankind’, John Greenleaf Whittier, sitting in silence with other Quakers led him to a profound conviction that his life was calling him to speak and organise in support of enslaved people placing his life in peril.

Our Murray diocesan consultation at Sevenhill spoke of how much we value a prayerful dependence on God and our parish south coast consultation reminded us of how much we value a sense of God’s presence and think of our churches as sanctuaries where we are able to refocus on our Christian journey.

In silence I remind myself of how ordinary I am and yet how amazing it is to be alive, to be still, able to breathe and feel my heartbeat and place myself in the Presence of the source of all wisdom, the Inward Light of Christ.

However, you pray or meditate may those who surround you draw from your calmness, compassion, and connectedness. So many I believe find consolation and peace when in the company of people who are at peace in their own lives whatever else may be happening for them.

In a world of noise and where silence is often dead or frozen may your stillness and silence be truly golden in blessing, in Christ who is in our midst, the treasury of blessings and giver of life.

Tuesday, July 25, 2023

Mark Taylor writes about the loss of the unsayable, and unknowable.

'When everything is sayable, knowable, and nameable, life is no longer marked by serendipity, novelty and wonder but becomes the eternal return of the same'

Seeing Silence Mark Taylor Theologian and Philosopher

Sunday, July 23, 2023

Contemplation at St Judes Port Elliot on a winters evening

a paper presented at the 2023 Conference on Secularity and Non Religion.

 

Nonreligion and Secularity Research Network Conference 2023

 


Abstract

Title: Prayer, a ‘wounded word’

Jean-Louis Chretien (quoted by Caputo JD Truth p 83 London 2013) describes prayer as a ‘word sent up from a cut or wounded heart’ in March 2020 in response to the SARS-CoV-2 pandemic searches for ‘prayer’ surged to their highest level ever https://trends.google.com while the Australian Census 2021 https://abs.gov.au continued to chart the decline in those claiming religious allegiance. Yet in the author’s experience as a hospital chaplain working alongside frontline healthcare professionals in critical care people still value the wounded word of prayer even though their own frame of reference is naturalistic or a very weak theism. Is prayer simply a response to life’s finitude and contingency, ‘an activity that nonreligious individuals engage with in relation to their worldviews and beliefs’? Prayer, the author suggest is a natural human practice and as such can be valued and promoted as a secular practice.

Author

The Revd. Nicholas Rundle has been a chaplain for 20 years serving with NATO, with a large Australian NGO and public hospital in Spiritual Care. Research Associate, Research Unit of the Study of Society, Ethics, and Law, Adelaide Law School, The University of Adelaide. 

rev.nj.rundle@gmail.com

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Introduction

In this brief paper my aim is to explore the phenomenon of prayer arising from my experience as a hospital chaplain especially during the COVID-19 pandemic. In 2021 I took medical leave where like many healthcare professionals moral injury led me to a radical revaluation of my being and purpose in the world.

Prayer during the stress of working in Intensive Care and my own illness became a ‘word sent up from a cut or wounded heart’. 1. The author of this quotation Jean-Louis Chretien drawing on the Christian writer Augustine of Hippo sees the work of prayer as agonistic a form of wrestling with a God who is apophatically unknown and unknowable. Chretien is a ‘new phenomenologist’ exploring trajectories which include the possibilities of God, prayer and encounter with the other.

Like many of my generation, (I am 63) I have worshipped among the ‘many altars of modernity’ 2  I have developing a pluralist imagination. I have an appreciation that my response to the spiritual is expressive, mythic, metaphorical, and imaginative. I have found what McGilchrist terms the bi-hemispherical model of human functioning profoundly illuminating both personally and professionally. 3

My focus here is on what Vattimo calls ‘weak thought’ rather than religion as a form of strong beliefs. Vattimo invites us to ‘the possibility of a postmodern religious experience in which the relationship with the divine is no longer polluted by fear, violence and superstition’ 4

In returning after trauma to serve again as chaplain in Intensive Care and in the Cardio Thoracic wards I wanted to become more attuned to the weak thought of prayer where God was perhaps an occasional or non-existent thought for the person or people who prayed. I also developed a mindful hand care program for healthcare professionals and for patients to reinforce hand hygiene during the pandemic and support people experiencing stress and anxiety which I see as a form of secular prayer.

Chaplaincy

Chaplains are participant observers ‘occupying multiple marginalities’ 5 arriving not to impose but to listen, discern, support and engage, bracketing out their own beliefs and presuppositions to be attentive to the other.  Often those visited will request a prayer or ‘a few words’ even if they have little or no connection with a religious affiliation I have often asked the question, ‘Have you ever prayed?’ and have often been surprised by what people desire to share.

Prayer illness and the hospital

If human experience is “about subjects caught in and freed from their own stories” 6   Prayer can be a way in which is stories emerge. Kripal in his extensive work calls on his readers to shape new ways of imagination and expression and to value intuitive, visionary and mystical ways of knowing. Bernardo Kastrup suggests that reality expresses itself primarily through the whirl of symbol, myth dream and story, invoking and evoking. 7

‘Spiritual’ originates from the Latin ‘spiritus’ to breathe. ‘Spirituality is existential rather than creedal. It grows out of the individual person from an inward source, is intensely intimate and transformative and is not imposed upon the person from an outside authority or force’  8

‘What I do is live. How I pray I breathe’ wrote Catholic monk Thomas Merton 9 after his own traumatic hospital admission. Luce Irigaray asserted that ‘we worry little about our first food of life: air’ Breath ‘helps us transform our natural life into a spiritual life’ 10

Hospitals are places where the breath is measured as an indicator of health alongside the heart’s diastole and systole. Patients in Intensive Care are intubated, sometimes for weeks, in an induced coma.  With many infectious diseases present the hospital’s ventilation system is constantly monitored, and all staff wear fitted masks. In the hospital chapel/sacred space prayers are written in a book for all to see. Human woundedness find a response here in the ‘wounded word of prayer’

The English ‘prayer’ is from an Indo-European root meaning to ask or petition another and is closely related to the adjective: ‘precarious’ Prayer can be about intuition, imagination, and contemplation, deeply personal or more abstract, Prayer can be about adoration, confession, and gratitude, ecstatic or sorrowful, loud, or silent an incantation or a curse. Prayer can express power or vulnerability. As Woodhead comments prayer is:

‘switching the conversation in one’s head, taking a new subject position or viewpoint (including God’s), moving to a new emotional register, altering focus, or dissociating from one state and entering another ‘higher’ one’ 11

Just as music takes many forms, prayer takes on many registers of language, power and performance from the formal to the informal and intimate, from an AA meeting in a downtown hall to the intricate ritual of a Tantric Buddhist transmission and to a Hillsong event in a stadium. It can be flowers or teddy bear placed at the site of a tragic event, a candle lit at a vigil, a moment of silence on Anzac or Remembrance Day. These ritual acts alter a person’s focus and could be construed as nonverbal, non-traditionally theistic acts of prayer, breathing spaces when words seem inadequate.

 Prayer can create and shape us in powerful ways. As one patient in a 12-step program said to me:

‘I do not believe in God and I never have. Yet I look in the mirror each day and say, I’m not going to end my life today because even if I hate myself, you God love me.  It’s weird but it works’

‘I hate the church ever since my pastor tried to exorcise me from the demon of being a lesbian. The Bible makes me sick but I sit on the beach at sunset and offer a prayer to the universe, it makes me feel good, connected, alive’

Prayer seems natural even for contemporary people with no declared religious allegiance. As Philosophy Professor William Irwin writes

“prayer for the atheist can be like singing in the car or in the shower. No one is listening, and that is just fine’. He says that his practice links an appropriate humility and gratitude and that petitionary prayer for others expresses longing, hope or desire, a poetry of the heart” 12

The Pandemic

In 2020 the COVID-19 pandemic changed the way most humans lived as silence fell on the cities of the world. The infected struggled to breathe and in Australia the pandemic followed devastating bushfires where many died or became ill from respiratory illness.

‘What made the pandemic a unique global and domestic crisis was that it arrived in the sails of a vast ship of change. ‘as the plague took its toll and industries were reshaped, jobs disappeared, house prices skyrocketed, domestic abuse soared’  13

Physical distancing and restrictions became normative during lockdowns.  Some witnessed at first hand, or through the media people struggling to breathe in Intensive Care Wards intubated or ‘proned’. The virus killed many, especially in ill prepared aged care and among the poor many of whom were deemed essential workers and had higher exposure to the virus. Many of us were unable to be present for the death of people they had loved or to attend funerals in person. Funerals happened in some cases, months after the death. Some witnessed a loved one’s last breath via a video link from Intensive Care.  At one such death four health workers all clad, like me in full PPE held mobile phones and tablets aloft as I prayed for the family of the patient present via technology in four different states of Australia and overseas all unable to be present because of border closures. When I conducted the funeral some weeks later there were few in the chapel and all were masked but 50 others prayed with me via U tube.

During the COVID-19 emergency hospitals became even more enclosed and guarded places of struggle Healthcare workers either ‘heroes’ or people to be avoided as potential carriers of the virus. Workers worried about the safety of the family members they returned to at home.

Searches for Prayer and Research into Religious Demographics

In May 2020 Jeanet Sinding Bentzen published a paper entitled ‘In Crisis we Pray’ 2020 14 noting that by using daily data on google traffic in 95 countries that as the COVID-19 crisis grew worse so did searches for prayer. She noted that this increase is not merely a substitute for services in religious buildings but to an intensified demand for religion and concludes: ‘We pray to cope with adversity.’ She points out that 83% of the world’s population believe in God and this guides the attitudes and behaviours of people.  The data also indicates that specific events in countries drove the search for prayer. Thus, on January 5th 2020 as bushfires swept Australia people searched for the movement ‘Prayer for Australia’. The author also suggests that the rise in google searches which will mostly offer the texts of prayers from various religions, underestimates the rise in prayer intensity. Many will turn to a book or recite a prayer from memory or one they personally create; others will have bookmarked a prayer site so not requiring a search engine. Others will have no access to the internet or be restricted by their nation’s internet rules from accessing material. Faced with uncertainty, illness or distress people turn inward to their own inner sense of faith and private beliefs offering prayer and sensing the closeness of God rather than outwardly by attending a service. Bentzen notes that even in secular nations such as Denmark people came together online to pray.

The 2021 Australian Census indicated that the percentage of people claiming an affiliation with a religion continues to decline. 15 Like many European and increasingly north American societies, Australians live in an increasingly superdiverse, privatising, and pluralistic culture. More of us in the western world are claiming to be non-religious or not stating a religion yet it seems we may pray from time to time and may retain a weak belief that somehow, we live on after the death of our body.

The research of Woodhead, Boulma and Halafoff  16 and others indicate that some that claim ‘non-religion’ retain a sense of the sacred and spiritual which may be expressed in empathetic connectedness with others. This may be a regular practice or be a more occasional crisis directed response.

Hannah Waite in her research for the UK based Theos wrote in ‘The Nones: Who are they and what do they believe’ noted that there are three sub groups, campaigning nones (34%) who are strongly atheistic and hostile to religion, tolerant nones a mixture of agnostic and atheistic, spiritually closed, highly educated (35%) and Spiritual Nones (32%) who are more likely to be women, more agnostic, more open to a higher power than a personal God who see some value in religion. The author warns that the ‘none’ category should not be seen as implying uniformity but rather as a social marker. If 36% of those surveyed agreed that ‘humans are at heart spiritual beings’ then prayer as connoting a sense of being in relationship with a more than human world would seem a plausible response. 17

Even as religious affiliation declines prayer continues. A UK Survey in August 2022 revealed

A majority of 18- to 34-year-olds - 56% - say they have prayed, with a third (32%) reporting that they have prayed in the last month.  By contrast, a minority in the 55+ age group said they had never prayed - at 41% - with 25% saying they had prayed in the last month. The Savanta ComRes survey of 2,073 UK adults showed that overall nearly half (48%) said they had ever prayed with just over a quarter (28%) saying they have prayed in the last month. Among those who had ever prayed, the most common topics prayed about were for friends and family (69%), people they know who are sick (54%) and to give thanks (51%)” 18

The Australian census also suggests a trend away from active participation in society, the private world of what Charles Taylor termed the ‘buffered self.’ 19 amid the fragmentation of the contemporary world.

Sociologist Peter Berger argues that if the secularisation theory which assumes the inevitable death of religion is to be given up, it should be replaced by a new theory of pluralism, a much more fluid understanding that people, even people with a profound commitment to religious practice move between secular and religious modes of discourse and express different aspects of themselves in different contexts.  This is to be seen in the collective consciousness of societies as well as in the individual consciousness of humans.

‘Certain religious institutions have lost power and influence in many societies, but the old and the new religious beliefs and practices have nevertheless continued in the lives of individuals. 20

In August 2020 Mainsteam Insights says ‘COVID-19 is opening the door to spirituality in Australia with one in four Aussie’s engaging in more (much/somewhat/slightly) spiritual conversations (26 %) and praying more (28 %) and seven in ten indicate that faith and spirituality (69 %) is a key element in their identity. Younger Australians Gen Z are more open and have been asking themselves more faith related questions. In this survey conducted during COVID-19 lockdowns 70 % of Australians described themselves as religious or spiritual:

‘Research reveals that a large portion of this population aren’t comfortable publicly expressing their beliefs. While the Australian spiritual landscape appears open and safe, two in five Australians with religious or spiritual beliefs (40%) still feel that they have to hide their faith or spiritual beliefs at least some of the time’ 21

More and more engagement, especially since 2020 is expressed through the disembodied mediation of technology. It allows ‘prayer’ to be entered into a search engine. Technology does support the retreat into the private while at the same time also allowing participation, engagement, connection, and expression.

Responding to disease and to illness as the lived experience of disease

If we pray, especially in times of adversity we should also expect evidence of prayer in hospitals as places of ongoing crisis. Steve Finbow from the perspective of a seriously ill patient says that the hospital is a place of ambiguity where, ‘the body undergoes supreme violence as means of sustaining life’ 22

Finbow finds a way to articulate his own lived experience of being a patient after an emergency admission to hospital in Foucault’s question, ‘How did I become what I am and why do I suffer from being what I am?’ and concludes that for him: ‘Illness is a monastery with its own rules, asceticism, silence, inspiration’ 23

Philosopher Havi Carel asserts that illness is a neglected area of philosophy and she writes from the perspective of a participant observer living with a long-term chronic respiratory disease.  She writes, ‘illness is a breakdown of meaning in the ill person’s life’  24  There are many elements of loss for the patient and her family but wellness in her view may continue. John Gray says that ‘to be chronically unwell is part of what it means to be human’  25  yet we often assume the opposite. For this reason Carel asserts that healthcare systems are places of what she terms epistemic injustice  ill people are much more vulnerable to testimonial injustice, because they are often regarded as cognitively unreliable, emotionally compromised, or existentially unstable’ 26

By contrast healthcare professionals are privileged ‘by virtue of their training, expertise and third person psychology’ 27  and despite the emphasis on patient centred care and communication skills the patient may feel that they as a person with feelings and a life world is treated reductively as a body or brain to be repaired.

The symbol of healthcare as a religious object

The Australian public health system may not be a national religion as some have claimed the UK National Health Service but all politicians are wary of even suggesting changes to Medicare.  As the British sociologist of religion Linda Woodhead, writing in April 2020 said of the UK National Health Service, almost overwhelmed by the severe illness and the death of patients, which included health professionals who had become infected:

‘It is here rather than our national churches that we now affirm our shared values, reinforce a sense of collective identity, deal with evil and suffering, reaffirm hope’ 28

As Woodhead states ‘However much we make invoke the prestige of medical science what we are dealing with is faith’

Our local hospital may the small country hospital in regional Australia staffed by a small group of nursing and allied health and the town GP or it may be a city hospital. The closure of a hospital, the relocation of services such as maternity or scarcity of a doctor will be perceived as a symbolic collective loss

Requests for Prayer

In the hospital sacred space or chapel a book and pen lie open and available for everyone to freely read and to write notes. This is a brief de-identified summary from a series of hospital notebooks I have viewed in Australian and UK hospitals. It seems as if the entries are typical of those written by visitors to hospital chapels in the UK and to Cathedrals as outlined by the work of Tania Ap Sion and Peter Collins 29

‘Prayer for those reading and writing in the book, you are not alone… Look after dad.  Thank you, God. Here a story from a mother whose son was attacked and a telling of neglect by authorities. How to guide a family member whose mother is finding it frightening after a diagnosis. Prayers in Mandarin, Greek and Italian. Please forgive my sins and bless family and grandchildren. God far off feeling frightened and insecure. In Jesus name that he is alive and breathing. Returning once again, we just need mum to live. Bless doctors and nurses. The Gates of heaven open. Made it through surgery! For patience as doctors struggle to diagnose. Naming the surgeon with thanks for their helping hands. Place is so peaceful, thanks for the chapel, sanctuary, its great the chapel is here. Age of Holy Mary to come. Naming the people in my family who are ill. Formal prayer for one who has died using Catholic language. In capitals and with scripture quotes claiming healing. The Book of Mormon is the Word of God. Fear and anxiety. Family list names, and returns to the chapel to update God and any readers on the progress of her daughter daily. Story of airlift after burns by the Flying Doctor, thank God I am alive and leaving today. Details of illness. Thanks for healing. In capitals, the BIG FELLA needs his leg. Poetic prayer spaced, general thanksgiving 15 years of treatment. Blood of Jesus, spiritual warfare. Beautiful wife who has passed today. Lost my baby in an accident, I’m a JW. Italian, invoking the saints. Keep my faith alive. Thanks for the donor who gave my son his kidney. Help, protection, grief. Statement, death is death and this is what I will do. Quotations from Psalms in the King James Version in large red letters’

Despite the ambiguity, negotiated and wounded nature of prayer it:

“like the heart, it works even when the encephalogram is flat: even when dogmas are believed with much reservation, moral norms are ignored or considered obsolete, and rites are attended sporadically, it seems that prayer remains part of the lives of many people today” 30

In a review of the research into hospital spiritual care one reviewer commented:

Prayer served as an important coping mechanism for all patients visited during times of health crisis such as cancer…. prayer was also found to be helpful particularly when families were in shock’  31

Experiences that may link to prayer

My purpose here is not to offer a theory or conclusion but to suggest reasons why so many people either pray or think about prayer especially at times of crisis.

The Religious Experience Research Centre at Lampeter UK houses an archive of over 6,000 firsthand spiritual or religious experiences gathered over decades beginning with Alistair Hardy’s initial research.  Mark Fox is among a series of researchers examining these accounts and has tracked and recorded anomalous experiences especially of light and of a loving presence. 32  The University of Virginia in the USA hosts the Division of Perceptual Studies which has researched Near Death Experiences and other seemingly inexplicable experiences.

“…vivid and often life-transforming experiences, many of which occur under extreme physiological conditions such as trauma, ceasing of brain activity, deep general anaesthesia, or cardiac arrest in which no awareness or sensory experiences of any kind should be possible according to the prevailing views in neuroscience” 33

There is an extensive literature on anomalous and near-death experiences including many by scientists and medical doctors. Academic Neurosurgeon Eben Alexander is among the most well-known. His vivid experiences in a long coma led to a profound change of mind towards belief in a spiritual realm and while remaining unattached to a religious tradition developing a practice of meditations that were a ‘form of centering prayer’ 34

Neuro theologians Newberg and Waldman are among those who postulate that religion is much less about belief, (a strong theme only in forms of Protestantism) than about deep feelings about life.  Those who pray more frequently ‘are not otherworldly but show higher civic engagement in volunteering and charitable giving.’ 35

Damasio postulates that the roots of human experience and therefore of religion lie in deep feelings which lead to beliefs about life. ‘I see the development of religious beliefs as most closely related to the grief of human losses, which forced humans to confront the inevitability of death and the myriad ways it could come about’ 36

Beliefs and feelings, give rise to, and are shaped by religion asserts Damasio bringing communities and individuals to homeostasis. One of the ‘functions’ of prayer may be a desire for homeostasis when faced with uncertainty.

Recently I spoke briefly with a man in the cardiac ward.  It was for me a fascinating visit standing at the door of his room. He held up his hand to stop me from entering and then told me he had almost died three times. ‘I’ve been there, I’ve seen the white light, the tunnel so I don’t need to talk about it because now I know death is not real.’  Perhaps he anticipated that the chaplain would exploit his experience with a narrowly religious hermeneutic.

It is March 2020 and I am praying silently outside the Red Zone barrier in the ICU corridor for ‘Ed’ who is gravely ill with COVID-19. He is struggling to breathe face down a few metres. They are not a religious couple but when I called his partner Sue who is at home isolating, she asked me if I could come to the ward and ‘say a few words’ for her husband who she is missing deeply.  When I met them months later at an outpatient’s clinic Sue said how much they had appreciated the support from my social work colleague and myself. ‘Ed and I are not religious; we never go to church but your prayer made all the difference. It’s a miracle we made it through and I don’t think we would have made it without prayer’

Australian Spirituality

Manning Clark described an Australian sensibility as a ‘A whisper in the mind and a shy hope in the heart’ The sociologist Gary Boulma 37 in commenting on this metaphor postulates that despite Australians being reticent about articulating their religion and spiritual beliefs and uncomfortable with public displays of religious feeling they none they none the less remain vibrant if often hidden from view. He notes that visitors from Europe are often surprised by the vitality of religious life in a secular Australia.

Hugh Mackay suggests that. ‘Since two of our deepest desires are to be taken seriously and to be loved the news that someone is praying for us can be a deeply affecting and comforting symbol of their concern, and a sign that we are valued by them’ 38

Prayer weak or strong as a personal response persists in Australian society becoming more visible in crisis and may become more apparent during a hospital admission. Some may turn to prayer or to spiritual forms of meditation because of a near death or anomalous experience, from a ketamine induced hallucination post-surgery or from psychedelic experience either illegal or part of a clinical intervention for PTSD, depression, or palliative care.

Fewer of us may declare a religious allegiance and an even smaller proportion of us will regularly attend a church, temple, or synagogue. Many Australians are uncomfortable with dogmatic statements about metaphysics. However, it seems that few of us, especially at a time of crisis are philosophical naturalists or materialists and a tiny minority of us will declare ourselves atheists or even humanists on a hospital admission form.

The emergence of google searches for prayer during March 2020 tells us that the search for meaning remains strong and I have sought to indicate possible reasons why people continue to pray including my own experiences. The practice of prayer reflects who we are and the story of prayer shows humanity at our best and worst. If we pray or meditate, we probably assume a worldview and an instinct which shapes us and guides our life is a kind of religion as William James suggests. 39

Weak prayer, a weak theism, a weak idealism seems to live on in Australian society as normally a deeply personal, private response to life that will emerge especially at times of crisis and in this sense the term ‘prayer’ lives on.

 Vattamo called for:

‘the possibility of a postmodern religious experience in which the relationship with the divine is no longer polluted by fear, violence and superstition’ 40

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1 Chretian quoted on page 83 Caputo J (2013) Truth Penguin London as part of a reflection on the potential for prayer without belief in God. Caputo explores the writings of Derrida for whom the concept of unknowing prayer was too precious to be surrendered to the definitions of philosophy.

2 Berger P (2014 )The Many Altars of Modernity Degruyter Boston

3 McGilchrist I (2021) The Matter with Things Perspecta London an extensive discussion of contemporary neuroscience and its implication for human culture and expression

4 page 171 Of Reality Vattimo G (2016) Columbia University Press New York

5 Swift C  (2014) Hospital Chaplaincy in the Twenty First Century Ashgate  Abingdon. Swift explores from a UK perspective the contested and ambiguous role of healthcare chaplaincy and includes a series of ethnographic and theological reflections on how chaplaincy or spiritual care is adapting in the decline of religious affiliation, a sense of the private and personal nature of spirituality and responding to the critiques of chaplaincy by the new atheist and humanist societies. UK chaplaincy offers a different model to Australia where chaplaincy and its funding sources vary from state to state. In South Australia chaplaincy services are almost entirely funded by Christian denominations. www.spiritualhealth.org.au contains recent Australian research

6 Kripal J (2017) Secret Body University of Chicago Press Chicago

7 Kastrup B More than Allegory 2016 John Hunt UK e book

8 page 8 Tacey D (2003) Spirituality Revolution Routledge Sydney

9 page 299 in Hart P & Montaldo J Editors (1999) Intimate Merton Lion Oxford 

10 Irigaray L p xv11 in Skof L & Berndtson  P Editors (2018)  Atmospheres of Breathing. SUNY Albany.  This is a volume of respiratory philosophy exploring across history and culture and including spiritual practices. There is little however on the extensive practice of breath based prayer in the Abrahamic faiths.

11 page 213 Giordan G & Woodhead L (2015 ) A Sociology of Prayer Ashgate Abingdon

12 Iai.tv/articles/prayer-for-atheists-auid-1181

13 p 283 Schultz S (2022) The Idea of Australia Allan and Unwin Crows Nest e book

14 Bentzen Sinding J (2020) In Crisis we Pray https://www.researchgate.net/publication/343627578_In_Crisis_We_Pray_Religiosity_and_the_COVID-19_Pandemic

15 . Snapshot of Australia, 2021 | Australian Bureau of Statistics (abs.gov.au)

16  Australia’s Changing Religious Profile—Rising Nones and Pentecostals, Declining British Protestants in Superdiversity: Views from the 2016 Census | Journal for the Academic Study of Religion (equinoxpub.com)

17  ‘The Nones: Who are they and what do they believe’ Waite H Theos 2022 theosthinktank.co.uk

18   Younger people more likely to pray than older generations, survey finds | The Church of England

19 Taylor C (2007) A Secular Age Belknap Harvard Cambridge

20 ibid p 145 in Berger

21  https://mainstreetinsights.com.au/category/faith-spirituality/

22 p 31 Finbow S (2017) Notes from the Sick Room Repeater Press London

23 p 307 ibid

22 page 4 Carel H (2016) Phenomenology of Illness Oxford University Press Oxford

23 ibid page 13

24 ibid page 14

25 page 35 John N Gray (2002) Straw Dogs Granta London in which the author discusses the work of Freud and the human sense of selfhood

26 Carel ibid 182

27 Carel ibid p 183

28 www.religionmediacentre.org.uk/news

29 ap Sion T ‘Prayer Requests in an English Cathedral’ Collins P ‘An Analysis of Hospital Chapel Requests’ in Giordan G & Woodhead L (2015 ) A Sociology of Prayer Ashgate Abingdon

30 p 1 ibid Giordan G & Woodhead L

31 p 99 Lindsay Carey Role of the Healthcare Chaplain a literature review.

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/236974994_Interfaith_pastoral_care_and_the_role_of_the_health_care_chaplain

32 Sir Alistair Hardy  www.studyspiritualexperiences.org See also Hardy A (1979) The Spiritual Nature of Man Oxford University Press Oxford Fox M (2014) The Fifth Love Spirit and Sage UK. The author is associated with the centre at Lampeter UK and draws extensively from their data base.

33  Near-Death Experiences (NDEs) - Division of Perceptual Studies (virginia.edu)

34  Alexander E (2014) The map of heaven Pan Macmillan Australia E Book.  Like many of the writers quoted in this chapter the author believes that there is an invisible reality usually filtered by our brains which can be termed a form of idealist or platonic philosophy.

35 See page 41 Newberg A and Waldman M (2009) How God Changes your Brain Ballantine E Book and the extensive discussion of prayer and meditation and its cognitive effects on brain health and neural functioning. Practices such as prayer ‘even when stripped of religious beliefs, enhance the neural functioning of the brain in ways that improve physical and emotional health’ p 19 The authors explore explore the harmful neural effects of fundamentalism and the power of words to elicit fearful and aggressive states. If we bring a sense of power and belief to words in prayer then destructive prayers will deepen a sense of an angry, punitive and guilt inducing deity.

36 page 183 Damasio A (2021) Feeling & Knowing Pantheon New York

37 61 page 32 Boulma G (2006) Australian Soul Cambridge University Press Port Melbourne.  In exploring Manning Clark’s phrase Boulma says that Australians typically have a distaste for display when it comes to religion but not in sport.

38 p 189 Mackay H 2016 Beyond Belief Macmillan Sydney

39 James W (1902) The Variety of Religious Experience Kindle E Book

40 page 171 Of Reality Vattimo G (2016) Columbia University Press New York

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